MitsukaiAmeterashi

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The Invasion of Panda Island by MitsukaiAmeterashi, literature

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The Invasion of Panda Island

Pi pi pi pi pi pi pi pi. The incessant sound of the alarm clock resounds through the dark room, and I reach across the narrow gap between the bed and the small table to hit the button that will conclude it without opening my eyes. I frown slightly as I realise that the weight that had been on my bare chest when I retired to bed last night is completely gone. “Pan?” I ask tiredly, wondering where he could’ve got to, but I don’t have to wait long before I get my answer. “Yeah?” The sound of my lover’s voice right next to my ear startles me enough that I’m suddenly sitting bolt upright in the be

The Monster In My Head by MitsukaiAmeterashi, literature

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The Monster In My Head

Every moment it sits there Watching me, taunting me I can’t see it But I know it’s there Listening, controlling It tears us apart I can feel you getting further away Every word between us is strained Every thought fearful and wary When I hold you tight I feel you shaking with sobs I can see the pain and distress in your eyes Every moment is one less together All because of the monster in my head

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LitGuildUK Member Profile by MitsukaiAmeterashi, literature

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LitGuildUK Member Profile

Personal Life: :bulletred: DA Username: MitsukaiAmeterashi :bulletblue: Real name or alias: Mitsukai :bulletred: D.O.B: 9th September '89 :bulletblue: Where in the UK do you live/come from/have family ties?: Born in Colchester, currently living in London, family in London and Pan has a brother in Glasgow :bulletred: What does your username mean?: It's my name :bulletblue: Favourite music: Rock, metal, alternative :bulletred: Favourite films: Action films :bulletblue: Favourite books: Anything I find interesting :bulletred: Hobbies: Writing, meditating, doing stuff with Pan and the kids Writing Life: :bulletblue: When and why did you begin

08 - Riddle by MitsukaiAmeterashi, literature

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08 - Riddle

"Give me food, and I will live; Give me water, and I will die. What am I?" As I once more recount the simple riddle, the one that had been my favourite as a child to the extent that every other child in the neighbourhood knew it, my newly-wed stares at me as if I'm crazy. I can tell that he's already regretting asking me for something to distract his mind from his looming deadline. It's early evening, the day after our union, we're sat in the bedroom of the motel we've been staying in overnight. Pandora shakes his head and sighs loudly as he prepares for another of his random guesses. "Me?" He guesses. I burst out laughing, unable to contain

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Just Because by MitsukaiAmeterashi, literature

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Just Because

Every evening I come home And I find you there Make-up smudged from tears Throat hoarse from sobs I hold you tight as you cry your heart out The world you find so beautiful is so cruel to you Just because you’re gay Doesn’t mean you’re a whore Just because you’re crippled Doesn’t mean you’re weak Just because you’re German Doesn’t mean you’re a Nazi Just because you’re a Goth Doesn’t mean you're emotionless Just because you’re bipolar Doesn’t mean you’re dangerous Just because you’re sickly Doesn’t mean you’re a burden You’re p

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About MitsukaiAmeterashi

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Sep 9, 1989
United Kingdom
Deviant for 11 years
panda-and-grasshopper.blogspot.co.uk
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Right now: Feeling a little off-colour still, but I'm getting there. Tired. Otherwise just vaguely happy

I'm a 23 year old bisexual male, born in Colchester and raised between there and Sasebo-shi, Nagasaki, Japan. Until recently I was living in Tokyo with my partner, Pandora, we're now living in London with our 3 beautiful children. I'm training as a doctor, specialising in human psychology, and I run a small private clinic with my sister-in-law. I cannot draw to save my life, that's Pan's job, what talent I have lies more in writing and I hope to be a novelist one day. I'm an insomniac, so don't be surprised if you find me posting things at two in the morning, I tend to write things in the middle of the night. Touch my husband,

, and I swear I will rip you apart. Profile pic and avatar are by him.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Three Days Grace, 30 Seconds To Mars, SIXX: A.M.

Favourite Books

The Happy Prince and Other Tales

Favourite Writers

Oscar Wilde

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MitsukaiAmeterashi

Jul 17, 2013

Back Now

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OK. I am sorry, I haven't been online for the past two weeks, as the 11,287 messages in the inbox are reminding me, I will have to go through them at some point. I'm sorry, it's been a mix of personal problems, Pan and me were having problems, then I got really sick so between being really busy trying to sort out those various problems and being stuck in bed with a f***ing drip for a week or so and trying to sort out my resignation from a certain part-time job as a waiter because the boss is a right jack@$$ I just really haven't had the time to come on or anything. Sorry. But, yeah, everything is getting back to normal now, I am actually work

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MitsukaiAmeterashi

Jun 19, 2013

Home Sweet Home

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Just for the record, I have never danced like that euphoric smilie in my life O.O Anyway, as those who follow Pan as well as me will be aware (if you read his journal entries, which I recommend, the quizzes he sometimes posts can be quite amusing) my brain surgery was moved from the 3rd July to this Sunday just gone. So it's passed. And I'm still around, so that's got to count for something :D So, yes, the operation was successful. And I would've told you this beforehand but I have been stuck in hospital for two days ~scaredplz (https://www.deviantart.com/scaredplz) Have I mentioned how much I hate hospitals? Considering I'm training as a doctor it doesn't really help much..

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MitsukaiAmeterashi

Jun 14, 2013

Bad News

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I think people are going to start dreading my journal entries - they never seem to contain anything other than bad news. And I have no idea how to say any of this. For the past couple of months I've been getting very severe headaches. At first I thought it might be down to lack of sleep, but even after a rare full night of sleep they didn't go. I knew Pan was worrying about me, so I told him that they had gone. Shortly after we moved over here, I diagnosed myself, and I'll admit I was frightened by the result I got, so I got Harou to give me her opinion. And she confirmed it. This morning I took Pan and I finally told him about it, and we've